Random no.2

It's gloomy rainy weather still.
Not that I don't like colorful rainbows that occasionally come about in this weather...


... but seriously, cloudy sky sucks.

I know I won't like staring at M0 overnight at Palawan beach either. The idea of playing taiti, or movie marathon, or just chatting through the night do not seem all that bad, but rushing back from Sentosa in time for lesson at 9am is certainly not pleasant. Same is listening to special relativity after a sleepless night. Which makes me wonder, should i bring notes there and mug?




It irritates me when life's not in control.
GP. I. Can't. Get. It. One day you score A. The next day, you score C. AQ score goes up while summary score sinks down. And I thought I somehow got the gist of it. It would be pretty much a problem if it persists until prelims next year. AND WHY AM I TALKING ABOUT PRELIMS NOW WHEN I'M STILL J1 ANYWAY???
Same goes for Geog DRQ.

One can't succeed in life like this D:


My entries are getting repetitive. I don't like this :\

Random

The weather has been gloomy for the past few days. And rain. I don't like rain. It give runny nose. It gives me headaches. It gives me muscle pains (or is it because of the PE lesson the other day?). It gives me cloudy sky. Worst of all, rain brings about this emo mood that, when coupled with the current prelims period and the upcoming promos, really makes you want to pon school. No, I didn't pon school this week (:

This weekend is gonna be a relatively free one. Only one astro session on Friday at AGCC, Physics O training on Saturday morning, and another astro session until night at MPCC. No PW meeting on Sunday. First time I can wake up late in the morning for the past 4 weeks. And incidentally, my PW is on sleep deprivation. Sigh.

I have a sudden urge to eat cheesecake. Go starbucks. Go shopping. Go Mersing. Mug astro. Practice "The Piano" soundtrack. And Scarlet. And True Light. And make cards. And get the painting done. And finish the 8 books that I bought the other day. Etc.

There'll always be this thought of "After promos" followed by "After PW" then "After A level". So much to do. So little time.

Someone certainly made my day (:

Taboo

Played Taboo during GC today. There would, of course, be lame jokes, often coming from my 01 class guys. Oh the usual.

Things like...

"Wen Loong doesnt wear...."
"Underwear!" (answered by WL himself. Like wth ._.)

"Short form for chinese ochestra!"
"CO!"
"Okay good! Now. The thing girls wear across their chest"
"Huh? What? Eh, bra?" "Why suddenly bra???" "Wth"
"You idiot, connect the words"
"C... O... bra... Cobra?"
=.=

My turn.
"Meteor what?"
"Shower?" (my classmates are so smart!)

A few cards later
"What shower?"
"Er meteor?" "zzz"
These are not meant to be jokes of course!

"Victoria's..."
"Secret!"

or

"French..."
"kiss!"

I'm so glad I have friends who completely know what's going on in my head :D

Moon (:

I took this through Baby G Takahashi refractor (which is obviously not mine) using my lousy camera phone. Nevertheless, this is the nicest moon photo I've taken so far. The quote "Everything's relative" suddenly comes to mind. Ah well.


Now someone's gotta teach me how to do processing. Not that I've much materials to start with :|

Charlie the Unicorn

Ah, freaking funny. Perfectly suits my current random mood.
I admit that I felt totally annoyed and disturbed =))

Randomness

I've been in a very random mood.

Random enough to do PW on National Day. And PW sucks.

Trudy must have been feeling the same, as all of a sudden, she whined, "I wanna go watch NDP!".
Never knew she was such a pervert. Andy must have been coughing his soul out somewhere.

Which also reminded me of this random thought I had a few days ago.
If I'm not wrong, Japanese can't really differentiate 'r' and 'l'.
So I was wondering whether they'd have problems discussing US election with the Americans.

Ha! Why did I waste my neurons on this!

Emo rant

Once in a while there would be moments when you think you're doing so well, then all of a sudden everything crumbles down.

Once in a while there would be moments when you think you have really worked things out, then all of a sudden everything that seems to have resolved themselves reverts back to the way they were.

Such is how unstable things become just because of merely a few words. Once the real sentiments surface, one finds herself in the middle of this mess that she has been trying forever to get out of, this mess that looks tough once but crumbles at a light brush.

Optimists view this as darkness before dawn. Pessimists insist dawns are rather escapism's manifestation. That darkness and dawns take over each other as the arrow of time zips forward is an absolute fact.

I am anything but optimistic. And I simply view this as emo-ness.

I had a chance to relieve myself of all this. Having to just give a hand and not be the arrowhead is a god's bless. I unfortunately believe in no god. Thus came the situation which I am immersed too deep in.

"Why didn't you just give it up?", you ask. Was there a choice? Life presented me with no other option than that, rendering the act of thinking over the decision ridiculous. I wanted it. Or I didn't want it. Actually I did, just that it was not for that reason which reigns others' minds.

I very well knew I couldn't, but ended up poking my nose in anyway. Should I have stayed out of this? Would it have been better if I had? What do you mean by "better"? For I, me and myself? Or for its own sake?

Where did it all go wrong?

Makes me ponder over Full Metal Alchemist's Hoheinheim's act of casting his Pride homunculus aside before all else.

How do you normally overcome your emo-ness? Emo-ness which stems from particular problems never truly disappear, unless the roots of everything are resolved. In the event that they don't, not in the given period of time at least, who am I to do anything?

Ignorance is bliss. Truly. Living in shallowness poses as an attractive option, which manages to pull me away for a moment.

But emo-ness is always conserved and transferred from one to another. The old self creates discomfort for its owner. The new self brings irritation to the surrounding people. Some.

Now, for some not-so-nice-looking and never finely-chiseled words. Pardon my language.
You think I want it is it? You think I freaking want to stuck my head in this? No, no and NO. I'm damn sick of this. How would you be able to understand? Maybe you don't? Not at all! I wouldn't be getting such $#!+ otherwise. Not from you. Not worth it for me to be getting all crazily emo over such nonsensical comments and issues! So now I'm the evil now huh? Ah yeah? I don't care! YOU! Do not make assumptions.


I desperately hope this is a false dilemma.

Astro ghost story

During the recent NUS ob, we were talking about ghost stories and horrors and stuff. Then someone (ZY?) came up with a brilliant idea of having an astro-themed ghost story, something like "There was a DSO that you would never be able to find even if you tried hard looking for it. People who stumbled upon it at their eyepiece would die within 3 days, unless they could get 3 more people to look at the DSO..." or something along those lines.

Turned out that someone had already thought of that, thus came this manga chapter from the series "Uzumaki".
Admittedly, it is nonsensical =.=". Then again, it is good enough an achievement that the spelling was correct.